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After Sex Coffee and Cigarettes
[2005-09-16 @ 2:09 a.m.]
Written 8/24/05

Love is fucking masochistic
Over coffee feelings apear
Disapear in the time apart
My list is growing by the day
None of which I can have
Filled with satisfaction
Starving for emotion
Something more than
Mechanical Sex
Left feeling empty
Used by beautiful boys
I'm a sucker for
Simple lines and eye liner
When this will mean nothing
Once we wake up
Free of lusts grip
Left thinking clearly
Analyzing choices and regrets